Friday, September 25, 2009

Too much

How much is too much? I have no idea. I'm so swamped all the time. I'm being smothered by homework, friends, my disastrous love life (if you could call it that), my family, Thespian things and the weight of decisions I have to make for college. I just really don't know what to do anymore. I just want to scream and break things but everyone is insisting that I need to keep it together. But honestly, how can you keep it together when the seams are unraveling? My little fortress is coming down brick by brick and it scares me. It's been up for so long, I'm convinced when the wall does come down, there will be no putting it back up. I don't know why I'm writing this. I'm not looking for advice or sympathy, I guess I'm just trying to get credit for this week while venting a little. Which is very odd because when it comes to things like this, I'm a very private person. I don't know really what to do or say anymore. I'm just done. I quit. Fin.

Janaye Campbell
WHS
Wickeburg, Ariz.

2 comments:

  1. It's okay Janaye. We all have those days, you're not alone.

    Dannie Malleo
    WHS
    Wickenburg, Ariz.

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  2. Janaye, thanks for sharing.

    R. Burd
    WHS
    Wickenburg, Ariz

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